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the boy who cried wolof

mama, when did we stop talking

slave’s talk? i ask, separating the welch’s

jelly from where it touches the scrambled 

eggs on my breakfast plate… 

mama has always been

a human-mason-jar type of woman, 

a walking database with knowledge of

the universe stashed within her hips…

her mouth, at first stiff, surrenders and

the hinges break / her jaw drops and

for the first time in my life mama’s mouth

issues no sound; bumblebees in the form

of spittle dance out and sting me in my eye,

but mama’s fingertips licked have always

been a salve until now.

mama, you know… like when’d we stop

saying likes and whens and i’s is… you

know, mama… like slaves. when did our

mouths invert and stop reinventing unenglished

words? mama… mama… wasn’t everybody’s

mama a slave-type-mammy-mama when

you was small? mama, wasn’t your mama

a mammy? didnt she too talk ‘that talk’?

and right on cue, from the kitchen tv, Bugs

Bunny in blackface jumps up offering 

clarity, his feet slurring the celluloid earth,

his bottom lip drawn into distention like

the exclamation point of mod type font 

extending off the screen, poking me in 

the eye. i point, “exhibit A”… see, mama!

mama’s gums expand, becoming

floatation devices for choked up phrases,

hard felt sentences full of hurt languages

and lost experiences… i feel the residual

ache in her retinas scanning the lump mass

of my being for an opening… her words are

red and blue and unrepeatable; her 

colorful etymology slathers itself across

my toast.

“oh,” i say… knowing i should feel ashamed.

she says that i sound just like her daddy…

what? mama, that aint making no kinda sense.

i get gold stars in my english class… and my 

friend Ricky says you sound like the white

woman who calls sometimes before she cuts 

off our lights. mama, you know me and you

we be sounding soooo good… i don’t get it.

mama, how did you learn to talk so good,

weren’t you born in grandmama’s backyard?

what’s a drawl, mama, what’s ebonics, what’s

a funkadelic, why is old english art and the old

black mouth a relic, why do white boys ‘scribe’

and black boys ‘scribble’ and ‘scrawl’, why must

the tongue trawl the ass of Zeus to be 

a connotative classic finding commercial 

success / why are my words just like the rest

unless awards are involved? are we not involved, 

mama? mama, didnt we too evolve? we sent 

men to the moon… why can’t we solve society? 

why is it up to McDonalds to teach us all this 

stuff about slaves and blackness? mama, 

are we kin to coons? mama what’s a coon?

if the tv is plugged into a socket then by 

definition isn’t it meant to electrocute our culture?

Elmer Fudd leans in, “i’ll field this one.

you see, any marketing major will tell you

that extreme exaggeration is the

cornerstone for systemic collusions. our nation

runs on the redundancy of ruses… otherwise,

we’d all just be confused, holding hands and

making love. we all must abide by the signals

and the signs. it’s either duck season or wabbits.”

mama’s hands caress my face then holds 

if firm / squirm prevention. there’s a loose thread

at the inseam of my forehead, she pulls and 

i think i am supposed to unravel. spiritually

i become unspooled. 

the Mrs. Butterworth bottle waddles over and

asks me if i know the difference between

a hajib and a doo-rag; i dont.

Mrs. Butterworth bottle whispers, “black

genesis begins in the eyes and ears.” says

she will show me how our culture began

in true cubism and not in caricature,

“existentialism begins in the tongue”

Elmer again interjects, “if i may,

it’s just the way we manipulate 

perception; a tool that allows

diversifications to the levels of 

pleasantry and dehumanized

appeal… the standardized

applications for social standing,

acceptance, aesthetics, etc…. “

Fudd pokes his rifle into a dark hole

in one dimension; pulled out 

the barrel is tied into a ribbon / Bugs

puckers up and plants him one

dead in the kisser. and right on cue,

as stereotypes are often made to do,

a corpulently drawn pig stutters

the final farewell. a curtain draws,

an aperture collapses… two hands

in white gloves jut out catching the 

television’s frame - the whole cartooned

cast in bootblack masks mumbling,

muttering… lips distended… “mmmmm

mmmmmMMa—- •••” mama

has pulled the plug. “not ‘coon’ but cocoon.”

she wraps me in her arms until we both 

are enshrined in silk. it is dark… there is 

no light and there is no Mrs. Buttersworth. 

we lay there lingering in the absence of 

manmade lights… mama says, “it will get 

bright soon and soon you will see. it may not 

at first be the place you want… but one day

it will. we should’ve done this ages ago. but

here, the language will not anguish you.”

—— upfromsumdirt 2014

blueprint for an african space station

welcome
to my Cult of Thutmose:
where black bodies split
and become of single breath;
ancient lovers with postmodern
analog in auras; we become
brass-age with glaciers of black skin.
this
is heritage.



in extrasensory science i orbit
you, a sensual satellite; stalagmites
in my voice; panther and mouse
in the chase until i catch you and
become as Anubis. i fetch you falling
a million miles from inner-space
my brown face a red giant
on the horizon, my oath to you a moist
mothership.
we are Thebes In The Night.
my inclusions crash at your feet;
my hubris a hybrid with debris licking
at your heels, digging into black digital
earth, cruising into the beautiful burn
bracing for impact - my brain-cells
shattering / anti-gray-matters embrace
the hyena-god’s head; a transmogrified
sound shifting shape. mind blown. mouth
agape.



i’m such the lascivious man. been so
since Olodumare told monkeys to
walk up straight. language congeals
around skin, accepts gravity, becomes
ink and glyphs with ligatures sinking…
is this alkebulan? or kaleidoscope?
contents scatter
upon impact; reprising
rainbows / leaking new
gods from the umbra. from
stellar bedrooms a budget plan
is grown…



and after the backstage pass,
dehydrated acts sparkle on thighs
rate gyro assemblies remain functional
as we face frustum and saturn returns.
this is sigh-fi in the flesh;
not lascivious.
luxuriant.
a billion stars are probed,
a trillion planets explored, many
comets mapped, dark matter disrobed,
blackholes / our space stations built
atop perturbation theories, Octavia’s
ashes replace Orion’s belt, and yet
there is still much debris
to sift through / Keplerian ellipses
for us to drift into and all the while:
Our Hands.
what else
is needed?

"

ancestors build up in the lungs
becoming daylight in the body

we stir softly from a deeper sleep
aroused by life and love and innate neters;
we stretch / we yawn.

the breath pushes itself up from the throat feeling
like a huron’s egg with the head of the sphinx inside.

breath rolls from the mouth pushed
by khephra’s tiny feet / guarding a quiet
that keeps no secrets.

this is the miscegenation of our spells;
poems in the blood with a birth weight of 400 years.

we awake with new words cut from the caul
of the creation within us. the breath as umbilical cord
connecting old umbras to soul’s raw umber.

sankofa twists and bends and touches its toes
in the syllables of us supple, soul-sensitive sunpeople.

we live for this. it’s who we are.
voices that are ritual scars on the cheeks of the sun;
the healing song for a 4 centuries-long laceration.

"

- africadabra pt 2, upfromsumdirt © 2010

urban water buffalo theorem #1

i strap on africa:

my metaphor, my phantasm.

africa is the yoke i harness 

my imagination to, pulling 

me up from this assimilated coma; 

tan docker’s and my tattered olive 

hoodie make for a poor man’s 

american-styled dashiki.

midnight is the work-clothes 

i fit my words into; i’m a pullman 

car porter for old adages and new 

mythicisms; i’m a houngan in hijab 

and overalls, a workhorse for 

disbanded rituals, i’m a witchdoctor 

with a hipster’s aspirations - 

half Steven Jobs,  half Stephen Biko.

on this land / in these asphalt fields

i’m the onyx ox: a beast AND a burden.

all city / nothing urban; my insights 

hold out from the late, great Luba; 

so yes, my ebonics are quite bionic.

you see, Rome was too built in a day,

back in 1475 or so - when Europa

began dismantling her rivals, securing

trade routes, salvage rights and such. 

you know the saying:

 to the victims go the spoiled.

but alas, you’ve already lost interest

in my language, so i’ll just leave it to

a Kathryn Stockett-type to tell you 

my story of genocide. gentrified.

i’m an urban water buffalo plowing 

burnt soils so seeds will shoot forth 

feathers and jute harvest, my spells 

sprouting outer-space on the sidewalks.

from this sorry cinema i carve fertility

dolls into collage - from a white shadow 

black creatives softly creak with anger, 

having not enough of an edge, a ledge,

or mantel space for legacy (in a land 

where legacies, either proven or pilfered,

are extremely lucrative).

we sculpt a citizenship from empty popcorn 

boxes, soda pop cans and the discarded candy 

bar wrappers that whirl and spin in circles 

on discarded corners; its not dimlit, its well 

bright and we all see it.

but man-made poltergeists need 

the fiction of “midnightness” 

letting what passes for life bleed allusion 

into our lungs because hope is the heaviest

form of precipitation. 

separated from myth, america has given us

asthma / but we’re a pulmonary car porter 

people lugging suitcases for shango. 

we are free, but only if we forage for it.

so, before it becomes too late, before 

bandwidth becomes our only 

breathing apparatus, we really 

should unionize our fairy tales.

pushed past the end, the breath 

has bite but offers no new blueprint 

for the blackstar line forensics squad

to graft parables from, no poetry 

to put an end to the grand imperial

dragon’s pallbearers guild…

post-omega, these teeth have 

a presidential tint, short rocks glinting 

black / not obama-like (unless his daddy) 

- my stories - the stimulus package

for a black-art-movement’s 

romanticized egungun.

this poem is a transatlantic salve,

a trade / a barter system, inscribing 

spiritual security numbers on all 

the jagged surfaces of america’s

stolen property / in this breath, us IS,

usblackpeople is all human 

claim tickets for the ancestors.

on my tongue there are two trains 

a-rollin’… you dont hafta do a thing, 

but let the message board you.

and of course, you could tip, too.

 - upfromsumdirt © 2010

"

if there can be such a thing
as a ghost writer then why not
a corporeal announcer, a corpse
reporter… or in rap terminology: an
emcee figment of your imagination
who bites the beat on my behalf?

my poems need a puppet dictator;
a zombie head of state….

from continents away this self-styled
Geppetto could pull a string and watch
his Pinocchio-pet become a poet laureate.
pull two strings and the wooden boy
would pop lock and moon walk, performing
Santeria with my written words. he could be
the Baby Doc to my Ronald Reagan.
the Kermit the Frog to my Jim Henson.
the Paisley Prince to my Jamie Starr.

the Raúl to my Fidel.

if i must do the hustle, then
watch pen and paper be the disco
where yoruba-oblongata does the dance.
my mind moves the most in-between
the strobe… the mirrored globe goes dark
and the most vibrant sparks begin.

on a lark, the lingo limbos.

and if poetry must be performance, if
every manuscript requires stage presence,
a beauty pageant, then fix your eyes on me,
the background singer with the stiff upper lip.

temporary. transient.
i belong right where you blink,
in the black. always in the black.

and even though all of my heroes have
been a grand verbaliser, i’m too verbose
to be the kind of ventriloquist you like; i’m
overdosed on sesquipedalian slight-of-hand;
my hoodoo too full of Houdini, for me
every metaphor is an amulet of protection; somewhere
obeah the rainbow.

well…

this is exactly what you get when you ask
the shadows to cough up its introverts:
us out-of-tuners; the children of Bram Stoker
choking on daylight; us walking dead who
soak up the moon… us cryptic crooners
who swoon to death on microphones…

africadabra, motherfucker!

welcome to puppet theater presented
to you by Fela Kuti and fight club.

get your hand outta my pocket;
there is nothing up my sleeve;
slower traffic to the right;
tuesday night is midget wrestling,
100% catawampus / all day, er’ day.

"

- "Africadabra, motherfucker" by upfromsumdirt